Update

How do I sum up a year? So many changes..... We stopped therapies for S. I felt like she was associating too much of her identity with it.  We don't have a diagnosis however, therapy helped us a lot but there are some things that we need to just accept as her personality.  She started music classes and soccer and love's it!

J , M and K have been busy with sports and school. I started back to work as a preschool teacher and went back  too college, CRAZY right?! I love it though, love stepping out of my mom role and being validated for what I do.  Now that I've accepted four kids in school, college and work BAM!! Life is changing yet again!

We've thought about homeschooling S for a long time.  We've been on school break for awhile and S's anxiety has been under control 😅. Yes we have our moments but it seems manageable compared to a full out break down.  In my heart homeschooling option won't disappear so here we go on yet another new journey.

I keep being reminded that my role in life is mommy not who I want to be separate of that. God blessed is with each of our kids for a reason, sometimes they don't know how to use their voice and it's our purpose to help them. I pray this is the right choice for all the family. The emotional fits were taking its toll finally on all.

I still get too work but instead of 5 days 2 and yet I'm selfishly morning my/our changes. Wish us the best!