MIX UP

To say that we have been busy is an understatement.  Some days in the midst of my crazy life I feel calm, content, "I got this", then other days  I think "What  did I do? "Someone take these children before I lose it.' It's funny because on those days usually God sends someone my way to say "Your so paitient, you have amazing children." I'm thinking "Yeah, right you didn't just hear me in the car!"  


My children are growing and getting older.. we are discussing things that I never thought they would ask me "Mom what is GAY, not the happy version etiher.. " "When am I going to get my boobies?" etc...  I ask for guidance to do my best to answer these questions.




It's going to be interesting to see what these children are like as they get older.  People talk about having faith but don't parents have faith everyday - We have faith that our children are going to grow up to be AMAZING adults, have GREAT children, and just plan be HAPPY in life.  Having four children God has given me four children with 4 very different personalities.  I have a strong, stubborn, athletic and fashionista daughter that is K.  I have a athletic, SUPER SMART, lovable, also stubborn little boy that is M. I have a sweet, loving, chatter box, athletic, lazy when it comes to schooling that is J, and S who is sweet, just wants you to love her all day, doesn't care about fashion, but can read till there is no tomorrow that is S.


Homeschooling has been an adjustment for all of us!  It's teaching things about myself I never thought too learn, or I needed to learn.  I am learning to have more patience because we can never have enough,  to approach S with a calm tone at all times,  how to be a better parent and focus on where my child is at now and not focus on where my child should be at. 


I am little mad at our school system and what I have learned while starting homeschooling.  I kept asking them for help to see where my child needed help in. There words "We cannot help her unless she falls a whole grade behind."  What THE!!!?? Well... guess what she fell a whole grade behind and you still didn't help so I'm doing it myself